8 Years

24 Jun

I was so, so moved by a kind-hearted friend’s story. I know her so well and I witnessed this story first hand.

So here it is my dearest: A poem about eight damn years.” Read, enjoy, feel free 2 share (as long as u give the blog a proper credit)

BUT plz don’t fall for the same mistake…

 

Eight Years”

I waited under a tree,

One whole year…

I saw people passing by,

Lovers and friends…

I saw trees getting high,

And houses were built…

I never once questioned:

If my waiting meant a thing!

* * *

He said: “I’m coming at Spring,

Wait by the next tree”

He said so many things,

Loving you” was none of these…

I cut miles and miles,

Day and night on my feet,

Forgot what green looks like,

And how good it feels the breeze…

He was the only thing I hear,

The only one I see….

 

* * *

 

I waited eight years

Eight years of tears!!

I promised I ain’t moving

By all damn means…

I chopped my ring finger

So did to my feet..

My eyes kept bleeding…

My heart begged: please!!

I started then to question:

Is that what love is!!

 

* * *

Overnight,

All my wounds are healed,

All my sorrows are gone,

Nothings else to fear,

No place else to run,

I waited you for eight years

I’ll hate you for a thousand ones..

* * *

Done composing at 7:38 a.m 

15, August 2012

 

 

22/ April

22 Apr

Happy Birthday to me..

I’m so grateful to Allah for everything He bestows upon me.. I can’t even get to count them.. But I’m giving it a good shot, here we go:

-I mastered my major:

– I have independent income:

– I adopt a child:

– Free as a bird 😉 No school distraction to think about:

And so so so many things in between..

I made Mama proud..

Thank You Ya Allah…

Zaina

22-April

Work-First Day

17 Mar

So, this is my first day after my Viva. I kept looking at the time almost every 15 minutes before the alarm set on. I woke up at 9:4 a.m. I wore cool green top with blazer and my Steve Madden’s summer sandals. I did my hair and wore Night Angel Perfume. The moment I went to sign, the evil lady asked me 2 sign under her red remarks. I acted like careless. I know deep inside that all this will be over so soon.
I have been told that she is the one who was checking the Viva’s schedules and told the dean that I have been doing stuff behind his back (attending my Viva!!!) and told my cousin that I haven’t invited them!! Woman, seriously! get a life!!!
Now I have to start my lecture. I wish myself a good luck